I find myself in my last years and have tried to find the proper way to deal with them. First, I must forgive everyone (which includes myself) their past mistakes. Second, I must prepare properly for the coming event--death. Next, I would look into what others have found, if anything, of what recent knowledge says concerning those who have already striven to open the gates of the half-passing which precedes a full movement away. Ross, Stevenson, other medical writers like Lewis Thomas, and some of the parapsychologists also have some useful information.
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